Thank you all. ((((((((Hugs))))))) seriously, you help me a lot.
Things got worse a while back, it has been a few good months now. My mum attempted to kill herself and I was the one to find her in the bath I kind of have gotten used to looking after her now. I know I am probably watching her too much and doing too much for her but she has been a great mum over the years and I want to make sure she doesn't hurt herself again. She used to get very moody and angry sometimes but she has stopped that really. She apologised for all the times she yelled at me etc. and she seems to be doing better.
Now she is just very, very depressed but at least she seems less psychotic? Ah idk.
I am handling it okay but I have emotionally detatched myself drastically in order to stop from breaking down when I see her upset. I think it will ruin our relationship for the future because of this
The only way I can get some help is by signing her into a psych ward or suicide watch and I am very against that as I don't think the situation is that dire, nor do I think it would do her any good.