I was out all this morning and my anxiety and stomach were good. I had my glasses on which probably helped my stomach a lot. I was getting kinda out of breath and my heart was pounding so I slowed things down a bit activity wise. I feel fine now.

I' have therapy tommorow and then a virtual annual appointment with my insurance on Saturday. Then next week I get my eyes dilated to figure out the catracat situation. Then at the end of the month is my CT scan of my heart.

Yeah. At least today and yesterday were fun.

I've been getting a lot less annoyed and irritated about things and I think its the lamictal increase. My mom and brother went out to dinner and my mom.brought me back something but it wasn't what I had asked. And I just thought. "Huh. Whatever. Still looks good." Its just little stuff like that I'm noticing

My therapist told me one time "I can't imagine you getting angry." Lol.

I took my blood pressure for the first time in a couple days and it was 146/97. My blood pressure med really isnt doing much.