Lord, I am tired of holding onto this pain. I am tired of feeling trapped between my longing for connection and the shame of what happened. I ask You to break any soul tie or trauma bond that still connects me to him. I give You my memories, my flashbacks, my hopeless dark feelings, my arousal, my confusion, all of it. Heal me, Lord, in the deepest parts of me. Let this pain lose its power. I am ready to stop carrying this on my own. I trust that You are making a new way for me, one filled with healthy love, clarity, and peace. Protect me from future harm, and help me trust myself and my boundaries again. In Jesus’ name, I pray. Amen