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Ooh, sneaky, sneaky ED thoughts are happy that I've lost a little weight, not much, and my BMI is still normal albeit low normal. Though over the past year I have lost a good amount of weight for me anyway but most of it is what I put on when I started taking Zyprexa (which I'm off of and back on Seroquel). Didn't even need to undo the button to get my jean shorts on yesterday, and that had the ED part of my brain overjoyed. You'd think it had won the lottery or something. I wish I could switch these feelings off and accept my body is just fine the way I am, I'm not fat at all, but ugh! Then I will read the "what have you had to eat today thread" and feel like an absolute blimp because I've eaten so much compared to everyone else posting...sigh.
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD
Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine,
There's a crack in everything. That is how the light gets in.
--Leonard Cohen
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