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Old Mar 13, 2025, 05:01 PM
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LadyShadow LadyShadow is offline
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Member Since: May 2012
Location: North Carolina, USA. Originally New York
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I've been struggling ya'll - just sitting around waiting to hear from my ex fills my days. It is no way to exist. Having a hard time letting go of that relationship, but something tells me I am going have to force myself to.

Had a big wake up call to be grateful today when an old friend of mine called me from jail! I didn't know what to do so I went over to her house to try and talk to her mother, but her brother said it's no use because her mother has a restraining order against her and even mediators aren't allowed. What a mess! I hate having to leave her in there. but I can't afford for her to stay here since she'll have nowhere to go. I feel so guilty for abandoning her, but she hasn't called me in months, and I don't really know what to do.

Sleeping is getting better - I managed to get up and dressed and out to a meeting today - it's been a while since I've been to an AA meeting. I don't go enough for me to chair one anymore, I used to like doing that.

Anyway, weather has been nice the past few days - I hope everyone is having a fantastic Thursday!



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