I think tomorrow morning when I get my meds I'm just gonna tell them I can't eat solid food until they take me off the dexmethylphenidate. I was on 15mg with my doses combined of methylphenidate, and now 20mg of dexmethylphenidate even though supposedly the dexmethylphenidate is twice as strong. I have no clue what my pdoc's reasoning behind doing the dosing like that was. Now I'm hangry but without being able to actually eat.
It's also hot af in my room even though I've had the heat off in here for like two days straight and have a window open (it's probably upper 30s in freedom units out there), but, hey, I HAVE PRIVACY SO I UNDERSTAND THE JOY OF WALKING AROUND IN BOXERS AND A TANK TOP WITHOUT A BRA NOW!!!! It's kinda fabulous.
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"I don't know what I'm looking for."
"Why not?"
"Because...because...I think it might be because if I knew I wouldn't be able to look for them."
"What, are you crazy?"
"It's a possibility I haven't ruled out yet,"
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