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Mar 14, 2025, 07:30 PM
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Wanderer of Distant Stars
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Member Since: May 2012
Location: North Carolina, USA. Originally New York
Posts: 26,617
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Hey guys! So, I had a good day today. Last night was SO horrible - my ex didn't email me the whole day, so of course I took it out on myself and went through all our old text messages and started crying all night. It was so horrible! Thankfully, I had my friends to guide me through all that, but still horrible! He finally emailed me today like nothing happened, so I have just got to force myself to treat our relationship as friends, (which it is), but stop putting so much pressure on it. I literally check my phone all day for an email from him, I swear I am obsessed.
Got my butt out and went to Walmart, (I hate Walmart), so it was quite an adventure. Also managed to get my eyebrows done, so it was a good day. Went to the Stations of the Cross at my church and met my friend and her kids for dinner beforehand - I bought her kids some raffle tickets for some of the prizes the church is giving away for St. Patrick's Day, it was fun, the best $20 I ever spent at how happy they were. @Nammu and @MuddyBoots - I definitely am going to try and go to more meetings. The way I make money these days keeps me barricaded in the house most days, because I am just kind of waiting for jobs to come in, and I can literally be sitting there all day waiting for jobs. I need to find myself an actual job so I can fit some meetings in that schedule. Speaking of jobs, good luck @Blue_Bird on your job venture! I hope it goes well.
But I am finally in better spirits today - I need to find purpose in life, but at least I am smiling today!
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