I'm feeling kind of lonely/withdrawn tonight. I think it's because I have an IV appointment tomorrow and those have been emotionally tougher to deal with the longer I have to go to them-especially when it comes to loneliness.

These past few days have been so-so; kind of boring actually. My POTs fatigue has been pretty bad since Tuesday so I've been trying to rest a lot. After school on Wednesday, outside of eating and doing my dishes, I spent the entire evening laying in bed watching tv because I was so tired. And, I went to bed early that night.

I think my mood has been relatively stable. Although, when I started reading Harry Potter tonight, I was hit with a high bought of anxiety that the magic in the book was going to posses me so that was fun. I was able to push through it though. This could be a sign that my mood is shifting. Part of me wonders if the dark magic part of Harry Potter actually just triggered a memory/took me back to when I was undiagnosed and believed the devil was out to get me. Possession paranoia is a common symptom for me when manic though so we'll see how it plays out.