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(If I even make it to my pdoc appointment)
Last appointment: I’m off meds but I’m actually okay
Next appointment: I’m on meds but I can’t imagine feeling worse. You got what you wanted you pos. congrats. IHATE LIFE AGAIN AND I JUST WANT TO DIE!!!!!! ARE YOU HAPPY NOW???? IS THIS WHAT YOU WANTED???? AM I THAT HATED BY EVERYONE THAT IF I *DONT* WANT TO DIE I AM FORCED TO FET TO A PLACE I WANT TO OR AM THROWN INTO THE FKING DUNGEON????
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"I don't know what I'm looking for."
"Why not?"
"Because...because...I think it might be because if I knew I wouldn't be able to look for them."
"What, are you crazy?"
"It's a possibility I haven't ruled out yet,"
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