I've had a lot of down time today. I decided to go to Mass this evening (I usually go in the morning) because I was struggling to wake up. So, I had a lazy morning, went for a walk, did some cooking, ran an errand, and rested a bit/read Harry Potter. I'll be leaving for Mass soon. My walk triggered my POTs symptoms but I think I'll still be able to make it through Mass. I'm taking some electrolytes with me, just in case.

I've been thinking about my mood and realized I've been mildly hypersexual for about a week now. This makes me nervous because that was the start of my mood shifting back in December. Adding the fear of being possessed that came over me the other night and struggling to sit still recently has me wondering if my mood is thinking about shifting. Maybe, it's the seasonal changes? I always get majorly depressed in the fall so maybe I'll be manic in the spring?