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Is this weird? Whenever I masturbate, ever since I started it, I always feel dirty and ashamed afterwards. After sex, I never have that problem. From what I understand masturbation is considered normal and what's to be done when H is not home, it's not like I'm going to go out and find a random guy to have sex with and cheat on H. But even nowadays whenever I masturbate, I feel such shame afterwards. Why is that?
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD
Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine,
There's a crack in everything. That is how the light gets in.
--Leonard Cohen
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