I no longer wonder-I'm definitely manic. The question is, will it right itself on its own or will I be messaging my pdoc this week asking him what to do? My mood seems to be off every few months and it's SO frustrating. I hope it doesn't impact work to much. I have a pretty boring week because both subjects I teach are doing independent and group work. It's hard to know if that will be a good or bad combo with manic symptoms.

Right now, I'm the type of manic that I feel makes me a better person because it squashes most (all?) of the social anxiety I have and makes me a more confident driver. Although, it does put me at risk for saying something stupid since I get more bold and it's hard to not talk a ton in general.

Manic me doesn't want to sleep because it wants to do all the things and is enjoying my manic buzz, but I do truly hope I sleep. I'm about to go take my 12.5 mg of seroquel right now.