My therapist brought up my eating disorder history. And I still am not 100% sure I have one or if I'm just in denial. I think I might have one thats like not really there right now. Like if your getting heart issues and have prediabetes then you kinda need to lose.... my mom says my therapist is the one with the issues. My pdoc is a pill pueher. I have cyclic vomiting syndrome. Its a medical condtion. Not an ED. Like I got sick on Saturday because I was excited about my haircut. Because emotions can trigger episodes.

I mean, its possible ED stuff can come back if I do ever legit lose. Right now its not though.