Boy-these next few months sure are going to put my bipolar meds to the test.

For reasons that have nothing to do with my mood, it has been quite the 24 hours! Yesterday evening, I saw an opening for the apartment complex I've been keeping an eye on for the month I need to move. I called about it today, had a tour, applied, and have already been accepted. The next step is waiting for them to generate/send the lease for me to e-sign. It's for a studio. I feel pretty good about this decision.

Today, I also learned that my ex (who dumped me about a year and a half ago because I have bipolar disorder) is engaged. I'm not surprised. He was pretty eager to get married. It's still kind of weird. Because of some of the things he shared with me while he was breaking up with me, I feel like there are some things she should be warned about but nothing I can do/not my place anyway/he might have changed. To be determined on if my emotions will just move on with their lives when it comes to this news or if there will be some emotions that come up for me to process.

I'm very thankful to have seroquel to help me sleep because there is a lot buzzing in my brain right now. Hopefully, it won't take me long to sleep and I'll be able to stay asleep once I do.