Dear T,

Meeting with you virtually outside your house felt weird. Could you have maybe given me a heads up about it first? I mean, you asked at the start of session if it was OK, but what if I'd said no? I assume there was a reason you weren't inside your house. I sort of wish now that I'd just opted for in person, even if I was a bit under the weather.

The stuff near the end felt weird, too. Though maybe that was partly from your caring about me? I don't know. I just feel rather disconnected now, but I don't want to email, as I presume you're going out of town, though of course you wouldn't say. Maybe I'll journal and save it for Monday.

On the positive side, I did end up going for a walk, spurred in part by you and H. And I'm doing an online writing workshop thing tonight (hoping I won't need to talk though!) So, I'm trying! (Maybe less so today on the one topic, but ah well.)

Love,
LT