I know, but I just can't afford to go with aving to pay for college and everything else right now. I sorta fall in the cracks in society, i think. Make too much to go a year becasue my mom is a real estate agent and make too little to afford councilling. It isn't easy with six people in your family all wanting to do different things at the same time. It tends to get alittle expensive and I feel so horrible when my mother has to do things for me even though I know that I can't do them on my own. Severe anxiety issues.