HUD hasn't paid yet. They both say it's not our problem but it sure feels like our problem. So I'm just waiting for the eviction notice but my husband is slowly unpacking. I changed most of my stuff to this address. My t thinks I'm going through low level catatonia and a bunch of negative symptoms. I'm not doing much. It's weird I feel disconnected, *****y, lazy, everything is so loud, I can hear the electric in the walls, my head is loud too. I don't think my medicine is working the best I'm still doing that freezing thing several times a day.

I'm supposed to be doing school. I wanted to get another dog to train as my service dog. My current SD is,like me, not adjusting well to apartment life. The walls are thin. So she's alerting me to sounds that aren't actually in the apartment. She can look out the window and alerts me to people out there. Again things perfectly fine not living in a regular apartment building but not okay now.

I went down stairs today to the fitness center to see it. I also learned when Victoria moves we will have to too. H and v would like her to move as they don't get along the best. He already almost asked her to leave. I had to step in.

SO nothing is on fire but it's not going well. I feel weird having therapy 2x a week but I guess at least I'm not alone with it as much as I want to say **** everything.