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LadyShadow · Mar 25, 2025, 05:31 PM

Today was just a really good day. Had some difficulty at Adoration when I was spending time with Jesus because my mind was wandering as to why I didn't get an email today. Jesus reminded me to focus on Him, and to leave those thoughts behind. I went outside to sit by the church with Him, and He was reminding me of all the beautiful things around me and all I have to be grateful for. It really is amazing when you spend time alone or in the presence of your Higher Power, things seem to fall into place.

Went by a Hallmark Crown store on the way back and picked up some Easter cards and presents for my friends. I am going to be mailing out a couple of boxes for my friends for Easter because of how happy I am about my baptism. I have to remember that my ex is working on himself and bettering his life, so I should be doing the same and not waiting around for him to contact me. I know you guys said I should leave that alone, but it really is extremely hard to do. The one thing I give myself credit for is not dragging in some poor other guy into the mix, whose heart I am just going to break because I am not over my ex. For Lent, I stayed off the dating apps, Reddit and social media, and it seems to be going well so far.

Still haven't heard from my friend who got arrested and taken to Virginia - I saw a girl from her Oxford House today that said they aren't holding her bed, so she has nowhere to go again. I feel bad, but I can't make her problems my problems.

I hope everyone had a fantastic day - it was a bright, sunny 70 degrees here today and I took full advantage! I love your flower picture @Blueberrybook !