We're glad you're here blue_roses! This forum is for anyone with a dissociative disorder (not just DID) and those who want to support them, which means anyone can post here lol.

We accept all of you and look forward to hearing more from you.

When I first went to T, it was super scary. I went for something else though, not a dissociative disorder. I just got that as a side order I guess lol. I quit every week for a while because I was just too scared. Thankfully my T knew what was going on and encouraged me to keep coming back. Now I still quit in my mind periodically, but I haven't quit out loud in a while. It takes a whole lot of courage to put that foot through the door, or even to pick up the phone in the first place. For me, it's been worth it though (even though I wish I had a magic pill so I could be done already). Therapy is hard but I hope you will be able to try it soon.

My best to you. Take care and hope to hear from you soon.