Thanks @NovaBlaze!

I am getting sick of the blame game at work. I noticed that this is a problem - blame shifting and finger pointing whenever things go wrong. I don't find that to be helpful or healthy. I think this company environment is rather toxic. You have to drink the company kool aid to belong in the "club". Everyone wears the company's footwear and clothing to work every single dqy. Everyone is a clone of everyone else. They do not encourage individual thinking, innovation, or entrepreneurial thinking. It's "group think" mentality - everyone always has to agree and "align" with each other's approaches and thoughts. And if you diverge? You're not a part of the team or the group.

I am the opposite type of personality and employee. I am innovative, creative, entrepreneurial and I am very much my own person who likes to express my individuality. I am autonomous and non conformist.

Basically, I am a fish out of water at work and I hate it. I want to feel like I belong somewhere. It's uncomfortable.