I got a nasty email from a gu at work for accidentally taking the room for a client he usually uses. i dont really know why id id that but i feel attacked. he even attached my two bosses. i cried myself to sleep last night thinking about it. if i still lived with granny id quit. im sick of my job. im getting burnt out by people like him. my direct supervisor said i handled it with grace. grace..yeah. i didnt say how belittling his email was just becasue he has a higher job than me. i think he looks down on peer supports like me becasue we struggle sometimes. i need to talk to my t about this. im kinda glad my bosses saw what he said. i didnt do anything malicious. it was a freaking accident. i dontknow what i was thinking taking that room. ugh.

why are people so nasty over petty things? i even only had the room for 30 minutes anyway and would have moved if he asked. he could have been mature enough to just talkto me. maybe im becoming unlglued but im crying again. this is dumb. im bigger than this job. motivates me to study and pass my test so i can get a new higher paying job. ugh.