I was on a list of getting assigned a therapist and have the person now.

The 2-3 sessions so far has been the person listening for the session and then it being over. I don't have friends in the area to talk to, so that helps I guess.
I am trying to set some therapy goals in the next session and see where things go.

Beyond a different perspective on things, I don't see someone's advice being able to work me out of my situation. There is no good solution.

Try to push for from someone affection that seems disgusted to be in contact with me. Leave and leave behind kids and pet that I care about. Do nothing and endure through most of the day and try to grasp a few small pleasures.