Thread: Sigh. So ECT?
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Old Apr 01, 2025, 09:11 PM
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Has anyone tried this? I have been through Transcranial Magnetic Stimulation, over 25 meds, many different therapists and therapies for a long period of time, and 12 years of daily, moderate to severe depression with agoraphobia and social anxiety disorder. I guess I would just like to hear anyone's stories. I'm terrified of it affecting my memory, and also just terrified of being sedated, to be honest.

The US National Institute of Mental Health says ECT is the most effective treatment for major depression. I agree. My illness would be defined as neuro-psychiatric. Every neurological illness has a psych component, and vice versa. I tend to think my illness became serious when the neurological component reared its ugly head at age 17 when I had a powerful temporal lobe seizure with a couple dozen epileptic discharges that fried my temporal lobe and left me without positive emotions, libido and numerous other acute and chronic deficits. I was also agoraphobic. But I can't say that seizure wasn't precipitated by feelings of worthlessness, suicidal ideation and depression. I suffered major episodes on intervals of 8 years and each was an epic struggle for survival. Long story short (is it too late for that?) I had ECT in 2014. I was hospitalized for 2 weeks and had a grand mal induced every other day. It was a game changer and a life saver. I haven't had a panic attack since. I lost so many symptoms I can't remember them all. I didn't need any meds for over 6 years, and now take a maintenance dose of Escitalopram and that's it. I am a retired electronics technician and I like to say that ECT set all my firmware switches back to factory default.
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