because it's stupid. I'm an adult I should be able to stay home alone with out a crisis. I couldn't get up and color. I knew I wasn't doing good but I didn't realize how badly I was doing. I forgot to tell him I'm paranoid. Hell I forgot what I was writing half way through. I did tell him I was worried I'd use the prn too much because if it works it'll make my life easier and I should be learning coping mechanism but I'm in therapy 2x a week. I hate that med switches trigger me.