Hey. So my eating disorder was worse than I thought— again back to “too sick for PHP but probably not going to die so can’t go inpatient.” With SI they managed to send me regular psych IP for a bit and there we tried getting in the ED clinics but, yeah, they suck. I have a bad gallbladder apparently too so have to stick to a low fat diet, take pantoprazole, sulfracrate, and follow up with my PCP in a few weeks. It might just be “sludgy” and low fat diet for a bit will calm it down or it could be dysfunctional and needs to be removed.

I’m on fking Zyprexa again, but only 2.5mg. They switched me from Focalin to Adderall too, which feels so much better.

Thanks for keeping me in your thoughts guys. It’s good to know someone cares and will stick up for you even if you’ve never seen their face