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Just took a huge spiral into depression. I woke up at 1pm and have just been crying so much. This heartache hurts so bad, I am suffering so much.
I am going to the Stations of the Cross tonight, so I am hoping it helps. I am strong in my faith, but sometimes I falter so badly. I am just failing so much when there is so much to be grateful for, but I am just drowning in my own self-pity.
The worst part about it, is that I KNOW I am doing it, and I KNOW what is causing it, but I am not breaking free from it. I am beating my own self up so bad - maybe today is just a bad day.
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