In tears right now, I swear it just comes and goes. I just have to keep remembering to be grateful, which is so hard when I am in so much pain. Sometimes I wish I could rip my own heart out, so I don't have to endure this.
Feeling bad for a guy I am communicating with. I am about to cut things off with him because I feel bad. I have no interest. His last message was "what keeps you busy? why does it take you so long to respond to me?" You all know the reason for that, I am not over my ex, I am waiting for an email, so I don't make an effort. His story sounds weird though - within a week, he flew to Germany and all of a sudden took a job there - just the whole thing sounds weird, I better quit while I'm ahead.
Good news is I had a good day watching cool stuff on MAX. Finished "The Last of Us" and watched the Lord of the Rings cartoon "War of the Rohirrim". It was much better than I thought. Hope everyone is having a fantastic day! Looking forward to Svengoolie tonight, it will be "Attack of the 50ft Woman."
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