((( Orange )))


You're not the only one who doesn't like doctors. I really can't go into a hospital or medical setting unless I'm with my girlfriend, and even then I panic. Luckily, my doctor knows me pretty well and is aware of my problem with medical staff, but in my old town I wasn't permitted to go in the hospital without security following me, because I was known there for losing my cool and having a complete meltdown. I wasn't even 18 at the time, but apparently they thought I merited being tailed by security. Just the sight of a doctor makes me very uneasy.

I'm sorry about your family. It must be scary to look at that list, but just because you are related by blood, it does not mean you will follow in those footsteps.

Take care.