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Apr 06, 2025, 01:05 PM
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Wanderer of Distant Stars
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Member Since: May 2012
Location: North Carolina, USA. Originally New York
Posts: 26,701
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Some relief today in my heartbreak - had a good cry after church and during church. I went up to the altar for the final week this week before my baptism - Father put his hands on my head in prayer, and I wept. I wept for all my heartache, for all my manic episodes, for all my addictions, for my failed marriage, for the things that eat apart my insides at night that takes me away from God. It was powerful. The tears are flowing now. even as I type this. I am even more determined to start my work with the church and look forward to a future serving God. If ever I was given a purpose this, is it. It wasn't a big career in NYC that I had planned, or the perfect marriage I thought I was supposed to have, it's this.
I am grateful today for all I have, truly I am. My mom and dad may move away, but I am hoping I'll be strong enough to be here on my own. If not, then it's a new chapter. Things look brighter today, for the first time in a while.
I hope everyone is having a good day today, and I just want you to know, I am thankful to all of you who have always given the best advice, supportive shoulders, and all the hugs. I am so grateful. 
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