You’re probably right on that first part. I just remember being on Zyprexa, 200lbs, and struggling to wake up early enough to hike Mt Pemigewasset and cussing how tired and slow and heavy I was BECAUSE WEIGHT GAIN AND SEDATION ARE SIDE EFFECTS (the hike is like a 45 minute drive and should be a jaunt in the woods when normally I can do a single day Jefferson-Adam’s-Madison traverse which is one of the hardest day hikes in NH.)
No. It’s useless trying anymore. Already tried while IP and got nowhere. Got nowhere in 2023/2024 during that relapse. Got nowhere in the like 7 month search (I don’t really know, I stopped paying attention to my case manager telling me she didn’t get anywhere week after week after week and I stopped trying after google said I could drive to Rhode Island or pay a thousand dollars a day toeat lunch on zoom) in whatever relapse came before that.