]I was supposed to meet up with her a while back, but ( trigger box here for some reason it went at the beginning if mods can arrange using trigger box on phone is a bytch and a half) so that got scheduled. Right now I’m still thinking about it. I’m so working is probably gonna be hard but maybe good for me right now. Only one way to find out.

Do I just be straight up honest with her? I feel like she’ll call an ambulance if I do that but t I feel like if I’m not she won’t be able to be in any remotely possible way helpful.