Im finally at my wits end. I think this is my last straw. As much as you love someone, sometimes they change, and werent who you first fell for.

Im scared to wits end to leave my abuser. My husband had me move cross country for his own misdemenar (sp?) warrant charge. I have been used like a hostage for the past 6 months.
The C and N words are his favorite to call me. He likes to abuse my dog, who only just turned a year old. Hes a narc, read my other posts to get a glimpse of his bipolar nasty aggressive bs.

Im writing this because im going to try to hold myself to it. I dont want to go back to the other coast but I have no choice, and since he wont leave my apartment I am going to have to leave with the kids and the shirt on my back. I feel insane, but this whole thing has been. I just want to wake up from this nightmare im in.