I made a big decision this morning and it's been something I've been coming to terms with for a while now. I'm quitting drinking. I need to say this here on this forum, just to know that I'm not just telling myself this.

I know this will make my life better on a lot of levels in the long run, and I'm actually excited about it in a weird way. But I'm really scared, too.

I've come face to face with the fact that I self-medicate for my anxiety. A few beers works wonders temporarily, then I wake up in the morning and feel twice as lousy and panicky. When I drink, I tend to over-drink.

Also, my friends (all great people) go out quite a bit. I've been burned out on that scene for a while, and it just feels like there should be more to life than that.

Like I said, this is a big change for me, and ANY support or tips anyone has, I will appreciate, and need, them!

Here goes nothin' ...