So I just realized how freaking small I’ve gotten and it’s weird I can’t see it. My mom kinda kidnapped me (she picked me up and brought me to her house consensually and is now passed the **** out so I guess I’m here the night which is gonna suck). So I had access to the clothes I wore during my most extreme ED relapse in Nov/December 2023, tried them on and can fit into all of them pretty comfortably except the one smallest pair of jeans that I have ever owned that I now can zipper up, button, and sit in it’s just not the comfiest. I did weigh myself and I’m just glad I did it so I can go home tomorrow not saying “I wish I weighed myself while I had the chance” all damn day. (Pathetic I would, but I am pathetic).

Fk it I’m gonna get a cab or something I can’t do this shyt.