I did that the first time I “recovered” and then missed everything subsequent relapses for some reason I thought it was a good idea to get rid of stuff like XC meet shirts and memorabilia like that. (Except I think it was to Savers, but same idea. Salvation Army would’ve been a day trip). (I want my battle of the borders shirt back though so bad).

Last time I didn’t “want to” recover but just kinda switched from restricting to binging/purging and “restored weight” non consensually that way and ended up keeping those clothes in my closet at moms way too long, then I realized I shouldn’t fit in them and put them in storage in the basement never really intending to wear them again. The bin WAS supposed to go on our next donation trip.

I only brought 2 pairs of jeans (that are even a little on the looser side) and a long sleeve home with me so I’d have something other than sweats to wear. But I do kinda plan on living in sweats when I’m not dog walking or doing training or at the clinic (and I mean scrubs are kinda close).