Is it really disordered eating if I look at the clock and say “oh shyt, it’s 7pm and haven’t eaten yet. Oh well tomorrow’s a new day.” And I write down on my to-do list “eat” and hope it’s something I cross off but if I don’t, whatever, there’s another day after that one? Like, there was no intent behind today’s lack of intake. I just didn’t have my meal plan taped to my forehead and forgot.
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"I don't know what I'm looking for."
"Why not?"
"Because...because...I think it might be because if I knew I wouldn't be able to look for them."
"What, are you crazy?"
"It's a possibility I haven't ruled out yet,"
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