I can’t make other patients cancel appointments though. Should I just eat some deep fried something or other and go to the ER and ask them to take it out?

I don’t really want to go off the Adderall. It’s genuinely helping me not go beserk and stay on track during the day and do things like my DBT homework and read and write and not just pace aimlessly yelling at myself for 10 hours straight trying to figure out if the thing I have to do is Tuesday or Thursday because i accidentally threw out the paper I wrote it down on. I had no appetite before it either anyway. I think it’s more the topamax (they put me on it for migraines, to make Adderall more effective, because they thought it would make me not binge on Zyprexa (nope, the one time I did take the o-fat-zapine dose I did b/p) and impulsivity/mood stabilization, and it wrecked my appetite last time I was on it too).