Started dissociating this evening. Ended up doing a random water color painting and then playing some of my videogame and I feel more relaxed now. I’m about to take my night meds then read for awhile before I go to sleep. I’m super tired

@LadyShadow your posts about you joining the church bring back so many good memories. I had such a good time when I joined in 2018 and was baptized that Easter. There was a 85 year old nun who did RCIA with us. She was so sweet and made me feel welcome. I kind of fell away from attending church for the past several years, I want to go back I just get nervous the idea of going by myself to a new church since I’ve moved since then and the closest one to me now is a different one than the one I went to RCIA at. That one’s still near by it’s just a longer distance and would be harder to get to. I always tell myself I’ll go then I talk myself out of it due to anxiety. Maybe in May when the weathers nice I’ll start attending again. I miss having faith.