muddy, nope can't say I've ever had that happen. But when I get psychotic, I REALLY get psychotic. Black out 4-5 days with just flashes here and there and mostly think I am talking to God. Though I have flashes of screaming at other patients in the psych ward, a nurse helping me dress (after a shower I presume), being fed (mostly just the smell of the food, not really thinking about the eating). I can't even talk at home when it comes about, don't form words but twice I've apparently gone around the house just throwing up at random places (nothing to do with the ED) more the lack of an ability to talk, to communicate. It's very weird.
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD
Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine,
There's a crack in everything. That is how the light gets in.
--Leonard Cohen
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