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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird
I haven’t personally had that happen but it sounds scary 
Sometimes I get anxious thoughts (different than what you’re describing) such as “they’re probably whispering about me and think I’m fat” etc stuff like that but I get that about a lot of other stuff too, since I’m really highly self conscious and low self esteem |
I am the same way @Blue_Bird. I'm way too self-conscious and have low self esteem despite doing some impressive things when I was younger and getting through (mostly) some terrible PTSD stuff. And still my self-esteem sucks. Even with being a mom; my daughter is much closer to H; he is able to drive her to events I just can't handle the drive (or event) for. Makes me feel like a SHYT mom
In reality most people are too wrapped up in their own lives to be thinking/talking about me.
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