I'm sorry I haven't been on. So much going on.

My old caregiver that was stealing from me went to my apartment manager and said I was a hoarder. My sister had went down to talk about me getting into a bottom floor apt. They asked my sister and she said no, she was stealing from my sister and it's just retaliation and my landlord said that's what we thought.

Well she called my sister today and said I'd like to talk to you about your sisters mental health. It freaked all of us out bc we have no idea how she got my sisters phone number. My sister said with all that I've got going on the last thing we need is for you or I to get a stalker. We both have blocked her but it's kinda scary.

Other than that I had a good day. I really like my new caregiver so far. She really scrubbed down my toilet add mopped with my new swiffer power mop. But she said she would really like to get on her hands and knees and really gives it a good scrubdown. Get in the corners etc.

Really worried about my son. Tomorrow he goes for an evaluation about him breaking stuff and hitting a cop when he first got there. I have a friend and he looked up why are some schizophreninics more violent and it's bc they have a lot of psychotic episodes. My son had tons before he did the thing to me that he ended up in jail for. He had ended up in the hospital probably 7 or 8 times. So I told him today that my caregiver is willing to have me drive nut help me with getting out there. He doesn't want to come bc he said he'd be too paranoid with my caregiver here. So we're just going to go out there for me to learn the route. I love him so much but he definitely causes me a lot of stress.

I hope everyone is doing well. 😊