I was going to get help, but now that I'm there, I don't want to.. I'm so, so tempted to go and see the college nurse, but.. I don't want to... I'm not thin enough to be seen as anorexic or anything like that.. I want to have been not eating for at least a week..
I have promised that as soon as I am at my target weight, I will start to ask for help.. And I think that's perfectly fair... People say "well all people like you say they're going to do it but never do" and I'm just like.. Well, I know for a fact that I will do it.. I don't make promises and then break them..
I just want to lose at least another 4 lbs, I've lost half a stone in 4 months without even trying properly, that was due to major depression.All I want is that 4lbs to go and then I'm ok with myself...
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