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LadyShadow · Apr 16, 2025, 03:11 PM

So sorry about everyone's struggles, you guys are going through a lot.

@MuddyBoots - really worried about you honey, the pain you're in, I hope you able to at least go to IP - maybe they can be more of help than the ER.

@Blueberrybook - you're handling those workers over your place like a champ; I would be making a fuss the whole time. Your artwork is still excellent too.

@Blue_Bird sorry you were having such a hard time recently, I don't know if I should ask if meditation or prayers help at all when you're dissociating? I don't know much about that but I thought I would ask.

@Victoria'smom - I am so so sorry for your loss.

@Nammu - Sorry about the laundry woes, I know its hard to get on top of it when it gets out of control. Is there a time you usually go when no one is there?

@Scooter9 - so sorry about the pneumonia - I had it in jail, and they didn't even know. They kind of just left me in there, thank God a guard was nice enough to notice how sick I was - it was really brutal. I hope you get better soon though.

As for me, things are going really well. I received a letter from New York State Unemployment saying I owe $600 for money I claimed 5 years ago. Honestly, I was owed that money because I was legitimately let go because of COVID at my job at the time. I could fight it, but I honestly don't want to deal with all the hassle. I have to go in front of a judge in NY, and I have no real way of getting there right now. Fighting the government always causes so much stress. For $25 a month, I can pay them off and not worry. Just so stupid to track me down like this all the way in North Carolina, for a mistake they probably made, ugh.

Things are going well with my ex, too. Emails are more frequent; phone calls are more frequent. My stress level is lower. My baptism is fast approaching Saturday too. I'm so excited.