Because I only took it three or four times and wrote a paper long note on how evil it was and if I took both, Topamax nor severe pain did not stop me from binging (and I did not stop me from purging after).

I am an ideal candidate for Zyprexa except for the fact that every antipsychotic is on my “allergy” list just because at this point I am so prone to, scared of, and react in not a healthy way to akathisia. In my psych advanced directive it actually says do not give me antipsychotics unless I’m in an ER literally about to severely injure somebody and for some reason they can’t give me Ativan (then do an IM shot of Zyprexa because I will try to throw up any non ODT pill out and spit the ODT ones out anyway).