Was supposed to have my first shift today, but given being in the ER and the reasons behind it (and people thinking I should go back), not being home, using so much energy on the apartment and not being there(and now I’m stuck in cleaning and decluttering mode and have barely let myself rest all day today either), and having my meds just adjusted, I had to call and tell them I had to start next week. I just hope I get my shyt together by then.