Hi R,

On some level it's an ordinary Friday.
On another level I'm thinking about Steve, and the Liturgy of the Forsaken podcast he put together for Good Friday the first year I connected with him.

On yet another level, I've just set things in motion to delete the two social media pages for previous grief-related projects.

I did what I set out to do with both of them, and then the landscape changed.

In my conversations with the helpline, we've discussed the sense that grieving is private, and mourning is public.

It's hard for me to mourn Steve, because I shouldn't effing have to.

I feel a raindrop of relief at having made the decision, but we'll still talk about it when I see you next.

Speak soon,

Lost