My Director canceled our meeting about my boss yesterday due to being out ill. He did not reschedule it,. so I rescheduled for Tuesday. My boss has avoided me for 2 days. And, I have my interview on Monday.

This guy I am speaking with over the last 2 weeks may not be datable. He may still be harboring sadness over the loss of his partner. I can't tell if he is being needy or interested, but he's texting me a LOT. It feels like too much too soon right now, and my gut is telling me to back off a little bit and distance a little bit. I invited him to meet me at a show, so he invited me to dinner beforehand. At first I said yes, then I declined and made up an excuse. Dinner and a show feels like a date, so I canceled dinner.

I may run into mr fun guy at the show tomorrow night while I'm on my semi no-date evening with this guy. I warned mr fun guy that I will be there with a date. My gf told me I did not owe him that, but I felt like I should forewarn mr fun guy that I will be there, where he works part-time, with a date on Sat night. I don't know why I felt obligated to tell mr fun guy this, especially after he blew me off once I asked him on a date. I guess I felt it was the right thing to do, regardless, rather than arrive with a date and take him by surprise. I don't know.... maybe my gf was right. Maybe I don't owe him that. I probably do not. It felt like the decent thing to do.

Anyways, it's Friday - YAY! Almost the weekend - YAY! I am excited for Monday's interview.