(((((((((J & BB)))))))))))

thank you for the kind words.

i have not hurt myself so far. i've been sleeping too much and just don't want to bother with it!

i'm in one of those icky nothingness states of mind. i feel nothing. i want to do nothing. nothing....

i guess that's why i actually want to want to hurt myself right now. so i'll feel something. anything.

just can't seem to care enough to even hurt myself. just want to sleep and forget the world exists...