There’s a resident group today, but including me only 3 people signed up last I checked. I managed to sleep in my bed last night. Im actually really tired and laying in it now. Keep thinking I feel things crawling on me and biting me, but I don’t see any new bites or actual bugs. I probably just need to put lotion on. I fell asleep in the lobby waiting for meds this morning. The nurse asked why I am so tired. Not at all because I’ve gone like two months without really eating or sleeping much… that’s not it.
I went for a little walk this morning. It was nice out, mid 30’s. Going to reach the 60’s though.
It’s hard to imagine things being worth these not fun feelings though. It’s not like they good times ever last as long.
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"I don't know what I'm looking for."
"Why not?"
"Because...because...I think it might be because if I knew I wouldn't be able to look for them."
"What, are you crazy?"
"It's a possibility I haven't ruled out yet,"
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