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muddy, you NEED a med change, and I know you know you. How to go about getting it is the issue. If you have to have a temper tantrum to get your way, so be it. If you have to bring your mom to an appt to really help get the point across, that's what you need to do. Otherwise, you are just sitting there waiting for the inevitable - IP ED and/or (and this is worse )DEATH. You know that. You need to dig deep down and make that pull for recovery. The longer you go, the harder it gets. And please don't do any exercise now. You are defnitely not in the shape for it.
Better to have the ADHD symptoms at the moment I think than to stay on another appetite suppressing med.
Adderall isn't really suppressing your self-harm. Because you are self-harming when you are not eating much and taking long walks. It's just a different for of self harm and a slow suicide.
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD
Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine,
There's a crack in everything. That is how the light gets in.
--Leonard Cohen
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